I want to
live alone
in a tiny apartment
with mismatched dishes

and pretty art
and flowers
and a deck or porch
that i can have coffee on every morning
and a bike
with a basket

that i can ride to the farmers market
and fill with fresh fruit
and delicious bread
and lots of veggies

i want a job that i love
that i can ride my bike to
where i get to talk to people all day

I want potted herbs
in my tiny kitchen

I want to learn to spend time alone
being productive

preserving jam or veggies
making things
for my little home

I want to be independent
not have to worry too much about money

maybe have a dog
or a friend with a dog that i can pretend is mine
sometimes

I want to spend a day at the park
reading
in short shorts
or a sundress
on a blanket
maybe with a cute boy


I want full bookshelves
and beautiful things
one of a kind things
and plenty of shoes


Weekly Sushi
Monthly Pedicure
plenty of camping trips
and swimming at the lake

Picnics

and someday,
far in the future
I'll probably find someone to marry

and who could ask for anything more perfect
than this

Someday

I know, I know

I'm 20 years old, and this is pathetic
but I cant help it
I still feel giddy sometimes
and get completely over excited by silly things
which is exactly how I feel right now
and I just had to post these :)
because its how i feel.

YES!!!!

The last 5 months

Wow! It's been quite a while since my last post.
so much has happened
Moved to Park City
Spent a lot of time on the slopes
a little time at the bar (when i could get in)
Got a great apartment
met a lot of amazing people
Laughed more than i have in my whole life

This is how we live
Partyin

Riding

Reinventing Grilled Cheese

Breaking up

Meeting new peopleSmokies :)

Oh Tomas ;)

I'm so photogenic when i'm partyin

Workin hard , Top of sunrise with Ellen

MORE crazy partying

Sun Lodge, the best food and people on the mountain for sure!Me, bored out of my mind at the bottom of the cab
last 2 weeks of the season with a bum knee
All because i had to learn to ski.....I learned to French Braid with all my free time......

There are no pictures of Stefan
but take my word for it, he is the cutest Australian
I've ever kissed :)
and he went home today :(

I moved to a new house, still in old town
new roomies
and dogs

I feel like i am acting a lot less grown up than i used to act
but i am glad
because i am having so much fun
and i feel like there is nothing wrong with that
even though at times i might act like i'm 12
I'll grow up someday....maybe not
I feel better, happier, more active, more adventurous.

Now for my next adventure
Knee surgery :(
May 5th